Moment with Will

Sorry for the lack of posting. I have had nothing interesting to talk about lately. I’m in a bit of a slump right now. I’m tired, out of shape, have a part-time job, and I would rather be a loner.I see all of my friends doing what makes them happy. Some are off with new relationships and some filming something random and being creative.

I don’t even know anymore what I can do to be happy. Granted I’m married and have a great relationship but I need something more to get me back on track. My first guess is that my job situation is stressing me out. If I was closer to a career path, I could do more things and afford to do it often. Golf is great example but I can’t afford the clubs and the lessons. I don’t even feel creative these days. Sometimes I feel like being left alone but I can’t abandon my friends and family. We’ve been though all that before.

It’s a shame because video games don’t even do it for me anymore. I was talking to a close friend yesterday and we talked abandoning friends. We thought at least at some point you would need something from your support group (friends). How can you just sit back and not think about the good friends you left behind? Long distance friendships suck but most people make the effort to hold ties. It is very upsetting. It really makes it easier to realize who your true friends really are. That someone will be there though thick and thin and even consider your advice even if it’s not what you want to hear. Anyways, the Tally-Ho isn’t fun anymore. I go every week and hear the same songs and drink the same amount of pitchers.

I need something new, not new friendships just new social situations. The group, known as the Regulars, needs to move onto bigger and better things on a weekly basis. I agree with Shawn when he said the new night of Regulars should be Monday. Or maybe every Wednesday we travel to a new bar to rate it based on a set of requirements which of course we will decide. The first requirement could be Karaoke or pitcher special. You get the idea.On a positive note, I do have an interview today and I’m pumped up.

I need that job. I need something to raise my spirits.

Until next time, keep it wet.

Will

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